Welcome

Over the past few years as I’ve worked to get my business off the ground I cannot even count the number of times I have either thought to myself (or said out loud to my higher self and spirit guides): “If I had known it would be like this…” only to immediately answer myself with “I never would have started”.

This journey has broken me open in ways I never would have expected. 

And the times I thought I’d never make it to the other side of the current energetic upheaval that forced suppressed emotions, energy blocks, and belief paradigms to my surface in physically overwhelming ways? Too numerous to count. 

So many times I questioned my business, my sanity, whether or not I should move back to Michigan. 

All the while, knowing deep down in the very core of my soul that I was on the right path.

Even if it felt like a never ending fire swamp à la The Princess Bride. Even if it didn’t seem to be getting me the results I desired.

Because this journey has been less about building a business (I can literally do that in a week) and more about my becoming. 

Becoming the version of myself who laid dormant and buried under decades of false beliefs, trapped emotions, and a pile of masks I wore to better fit in, to have that perfectly polished presence, and to turn myself into a watered down shell of my innate being because god-forbid someone feel uncomfortable with me owning my worth and power. 

And while I would love to say that I am firmly on the “other side”, I’m not. I’m still processing the dregs of deep seated beliefs that I had no idea were taking up so much space in my subconscious. 

The journey has been long, and I would love for it to be over. Done. Finished. But not if it means forgoing even an ounce of my becoming. 

Because it’s the becoming that’s always been the goal of my soul, not the business. 

And if you see yourself in these words, I wish you all the love in the world. Becoming isn’t easy. And you my love, are a warrior for sticking with it. 

Hugs, 

Elena